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My Madness
Months have gone by,
My mind now my enemy.
Days fly on,
My heart now cold.
Rage has covered love,
spite controls actions.
Simple life died,
Concussions took over.
Fate wasn't easy,
the madness thrived.
And yet all I could
do was watch from afar.
Death came and left
friends chose sides.
Traitors pointed fingers
and the trust died.
My mind now my enemy
plays tricks and lies.
Rage covered the love
blurring lines of happiness.
Fate wasn't easy
tragedy consumed my heart.
Death came and left
due to the grief bestowed upon me.
The gun in my hand
now my only ally
pulls up to my head
to silence my rage.
No tears to shed
no hope to be had.
I've lived my life
time to start a new...
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Literature
The Idle Reaper
I’m going to write these monthly journals for now. I know since the last time I wrote the little thing about my….. watcher, I don’t have a good name for her yet but I’ve felt better getting it off my chest. For the few people who choose to believe me, I know it sounded crazy regardless of who I told, some told me to change up things to see if I’m just imagining it. So I did. I’ll keep the changes short since it was just two things.
First one was the dogs, the BIG thing people told me to change. I put them in a different room, the white dog doesn’t appreciate that change but it was just going to be a week thing. I went as far as closing my door to make sure I don’t hear any outside noise coming from the roommate as well, typical things like distant TV noise. The other thing was shutting the fan off, reasons possibly you have already figured out. I… I want to be sure I know what I’m hearing from this thing, even if it’s su
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Literature
Shadow Watcher
I….. I don’t know how to explain this. It seems no matter what I do I feel as if I’m being watched late at night. These “dreams” have been going on for years. No matter where I’m at there’s this eerie feeling that something just watches over my sleeping body.
I’ve read the stories, these “creatures” that come out of the closet or under the bed. My story seems far different from that. I can tell you right off the bat that all the Boogeyman theories on how the monster hides is different for me. The bed frame I have broke and collapses in on me so I moved the mattress to the ground, as for the closet, well there is none. It’s just a big room, nothing for anything to hide behind or beneath.
It’s also worth mentioning I do have dogs with me so naturally it would be easy to say they wake up and stare at me or shuffle me around every now and then, and on occasion that does happen. My white dog sleeps next to me on the bed
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Literature
Wearing the Mask
People are no different from one another.
We choose our fates, it all ends the same.
How we live life is unpredictable.
But there is always a constant.
We wear the mask,
don't be ashamed.
I see that you wear one too.
We hide our true natures,
"protecting" each others feelings.
I feel different from you,
the mask doesn't control life.
I only mask my pain when you walk by,
the fear of regret is my only curse.
My mask is the face of comedy,
I make others smile while I cry.
This fate has become my death,
like the Pharaoh's of the past.
But unlike most it's rarely on,
the fate that is destined won't bind.
You see my smile for what it is,
no person can bring me down.
Fate hasn't chosen my mask,
I've grown quite fond of it.
So I put it on my head,
just realize when it's on.
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Literature
A heartfelt message
The heart shows passion,
the heart shows love.
With will to live,
with hope to show.
Enter my heart,
I tell the fair lady.
I'll show you care,
with all of my being.
I beg to be known,
I yern to be loved.
Forgivness is given
for I truely love you.
Madness ensues,
accuse to be wrong.
Seeking the smile,
my heart hopes to warm.
Sadness befalls
devistation of dreams.
Plans for a future
now tossed in the air.
Happiness earned,
a second chance perhapse?
My heart opens again
awaiting your call.
The window closes,
loneliness arriving...
You burst through with yes
my heart beats with glee.
Trusting my partner,
that's all I ask
if you take a bite
of the heart that cares.
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The Moon
You see that shape in the sky? It's called the moon.
But what does that shining circle mean?
To some they see romance,
others see it as an unobtainable goal.
I, however, see it as loneliness.
A cruel fate apon that man on the moon,
but oh how is troubles are distant.
Almost poetic, almost madening.
You can watch it from afar,
see the gleam of the suns rays relect off
of such a cold surface.
You can sleep peacefully as he stares,
for your world is picture perfect.
I on the other hand, travel by its light.
the darkness is my only ally in this world.
The next time you see me
ask yourself how you see the moon.
You'll find my answer unchanged,
for I am the moon's shadow.
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The moment
a moment doesn't define a person.
a moment doesn't go away.
the moment becomes haunting with time.
the moment becomes binding with lonelness.
consumed by many the moment lives.
good or bad the moment lives.
anger or sadness the moment thrives.
controling all the moment thrives.
chosen by many,
defined by few.
these are the facts
the moment owns you.
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Ok no secret for awhile, again, I went dark with no signs life coming back except for a couple of watches here and there but I was busy.

Number 1: BIG DAAAAAMN NEWS!!! Starting next week I got my puppy finally. I will have a few pics here and there but won't overload everyone's inbox with it. It's a Shiba Inu named Korra and I'm looking forward to introducing her to the world.

Number 2:  I have a Youtube. Ok first off I was busy in October alone, after moving, making content for the future of the BAD Blight name and we'll so far so good. I have run into a snag with my PC but otherwise I try to keep a consistent schedule of uploads for those that are interested in Disgaea 5 and others. Look me up at BAD Blight, yes it's my alias everywhere.

Number 3: Work. It's that hellfire time of the year and after an election everyone will hound over items. So yea won't see much, if any, activity here but I'll attempt to get something out before years end.


Later all!
Ok no secret for awhile, again, I went dark with no signs life coming back except for a couple of watches here and there but I was busy.

Number 1: BIG DAAAAAMN NEWS!!! Starting next week I got my puppy finally. I will have a few pics here and there but won't overload everyone's inbox with it. It's a Shiba Inu named Korra and I'm looking forward to introducing her to the world.

Number 2:  I have a Youtube. Ok first off I was busy in October alone, after moving, making content for the future of the BAD Blight name and we'll so far so good. I have run into a snag with my PC but otherwise I try to keep a consistent schedule of uploads for those that are interested in Disgaea 5 and others. Look me up at BAD Blight, yes it's my alias everywhere.

Number 3: Work. It's that hellfire time of the year and after an election everyone will hound over items. So yea won't see much, if any, activity here but I'll attempt to get something out before years end.


Later all!

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WereKatt Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2017
Thanks for the fave on Surprise Attack :)
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Saphiroko Featured By Owner May 31, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fave on my Raven cosplay!
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davidisabeast Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2014  Student Artisan Crafter
thanks for the watch :)
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BAD-Blight Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2014
Not a problem
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Mukkura Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2014
Thank you for the favorite on my last minute perlers. :3
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JudyHelsing Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thanks 4 the watch! <3

You can also follow me here:

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And thanks again 4 the watch! See ya!

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superjacqui Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2014  Professional Photographer
thank you for the watch ^__^
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superjacqui Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2014  Professional Photographer
thank you for the :+fav: on attack on titan photo
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TeamSLVR Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for the fave!
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SniperPlushie Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2014

Thanks so much for faving!


For you: :cookie:

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